Sometimes I feel that I search for forever
Looking for answers that I know are not here
The stuff I saw growing up will always follow me
Seeing all these traumas when I close my eyes to sleep
It's a bad dream that you can't wake up from
Like having sleep paralysis from day one
When I see all these people in my dreams
It still feels like they're out to hurt me
Chasing me down this dark long road
I keep running for miles and can't find my home
Even in my dreams I have nowhere safe to run to
(Nowhere safe to run to)
I look up to the sky
I say a final prayer
(If you can hear me)
Please show me that you're here
(Don't give up on me when I need you the most)
But send those guardians of
(Which my mother spoke)
Showing me that my life
(Wasn't a lie)
And that I really have
Someone watching over me