I can't begin to explain
This is the world I was birthed in
A fight everyday of our lives
I fight we were fighting to stay alive
This would all start because of his temper
Been going on since I can remember
Everyday was a fear that he would lose control
Always having fear of fucking coming home
These traumas are buried into my head
It's a nightmare every night, I wake up in sweats
I try drowning these memories
But they found a place to live forever in me
We all got something that lives deep down inside
We refuse to talk about it to not bring it back to life
Sometimes I need to air out all these demons
But when I ask for help does anyone hear me?
I'm so fucking lost and I carry all my burdens
I let them bring me down at every single moment