I wonder if anyone feels like me
In a crowded room yet feeling lonely
Feeling I have no one to turn to during these times
Even though I always have you by my side
These thoughts in my head are what don’t want me alive
Sometimes I feel the world is better off if I die
Then my soul will finally be at peace
Feeling I weigh you down with the past that I bring
Refusing change
Finding comfort in this pain
I’m numb and I feel frozen
I’m full of emotion
But nobody knows it, nobody knows me
I feel so lost and I’m torn between these bad dreams
But no one says something because I walk around
So boldly and acting like nothing will tear me down
Refusing to follow all these thoughts that weigh me down
Living in a prison in my mind
And I’m screaming for help